Text of a Proposed Speech
by a Mind Control Victim to Doctors
At One of Their Professional Development Seminars
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OK - What's Your Problem?
Whom Do You Think Is Doing This To You?
Why Did They Choose You?
What Kinds of Harassment Have Been
Experienced?
Why Do You Think "They" Are
Doing These Things To You?
How Could "They" Possibly Co-opt
Your Neighbours In Such Large Numbers?
Conclusion
Good [morning | afternoon | evening]
ladies and gentlemen. My name is [speaker's name], I am [55]
years of age, and am currently employed as a computer system
manager at a small company here in Hamilton.
I hold a bachelor's degree in mechanical engineering, and a
two-year diploma in computer programming.
My work experience has included:
- Mechanical design and stress analysis
- Power line engineering
- Computer programming and operation
I've also been a licensed ham radio operator for a number of
years.
I am here to share with you what I have learned about, and
experienced from, a very unusual problem with which I became involuntarily
acquainted about a year after moving to Hamilton in 1992. In this
presentation, I'm going to describe it to you as answers to
commonly asked questions by both doctors and others.
My answers include both my own experiences and to a lesser
extent, those of other victims, which I have contacted by
telephone, mail, and the Internet. Nobody has a really precise
estimate of how many victims exist right now, but I have spoken
or written to close to 50. Some estimates are as high as several
thousand world- wide.
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The phenomenon is sometimes called "Mind Control",
and over the past two decades, it has been developed using
involuntary test subjects. Some test subjects have been lodged in
penal or psychiatric institutions, but many others have been
tested right in their own homes.
I personally don't like the term "mind control"
because there are a very large number of shades of meaning for
that phrase. For example, dieting and meditation might be called
mind control.
At present, the most powerful effects of this research are
dealt out using sophisticated electronic weapons, which are
essentially specialized radio transmitters.
A fundamental part of "mind control" programmes is
to camouflage the electronic weapon testing with plenty of
non-electronic harassment, both by covert operatives and by
co-opted neighbours. The purpose of keeping up a high level of
camouflage is twofold:
- It keeps the victim in a state of stress and isolation,
and more importantly,
- it dooms any attempts by the victim to enlist outside
help. The normal human reactions to a bizarre and
apparently undeserved hate campaign make the victim
appear to mental health professionals and the community
as mentally unbalanced.
Having corresponded with and spoken at length with victims in
the U.S. and Canada, it is obvious they are under artificial
stress but are in no way mentally ill. If any licenced doctor
here would like to speak by phone with another victim, I will try
to arrange that.
For me personally, I prefer a longer phrase to describe this
problem: Covert testing of electronic weapons on innocent
civilians in their communities and homes.
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2. Whom Do You Think Is Doing This To You?
The perpetrators are governments - American, Canadian and
others. Governments have treated their own people in horrific
ways over the centuries, and they continue to do so. They have
improved only in ways to keep this activity quiet.
We victims cannot produce courtroom quality evidence that such
work is going on, because the covert agencies doing this maintain
strict secrecy (and spend heavily to keep it secret.)
We victims ask that members of the audience realize that
insufficient evidence does not mean the activities I will
describe are not happening. The reson we have insufficient
evidence is that we are unable to afford the lab grade equipment
and independent expertise needed to document the harassment to a
courtroom standard.
Both health professionals and citizens react instantly to such
allegations by saying the victim has an over-active imaigination,
if not a mental illness. I, too, would say the same thing, if the
testing were not happening to me every single day and night of
the year.
Since we cannot produce instantly acceptable proof of this
activity, and since we victims do require ongoing medical
services, we feel that some way must be found to begin the
process of making the medical profession aware of what we do
know, and what we have experienced to date.
By the way, the current, covert, electronic weapons operation
is not the first. I'm not personally familiar with the previous
mind control programs undertaken by various governments, but
there were several beginning with "MK", the best known
of which was probably "MKULTRA".
Governments, including the U.S. and Canadian, have had their
fingers lightly rapped for previous programmes. My guess is that
their success in keeping the current electronic weapons operation
secret is owed to those previous programmes.
To understand why a government would engage in this type of
activity, you have to imagine yourself as a nation's chief of
national security. As chief, you are keenly aware that every
country is developing this new class of weapon, which has more or
less replaced nuclear weapons as the "latest and
greatest".
You are also keenly aware that microwave weapons are very
cheap -they are the "poor country's ultimate weapon".
Obviously, finding volunteers to have their brains read and
erased, and their organs burned, (administered along with
conventional psychological warfare techniques) is impossible.
(Due to the extremely comprehensive suite of harassment
techniques, it is likely that the covert operators are testing
application techniques, rather than just the weapons themselves.)
The other countries are working very hard on this - what
are you going to do? Do you really have any choice but to
sacrifice a few people's privacy and well being for the
"good" of your country?
If you really put yourself into the security chief's shoes,
you will find it hard not to go ahead with this covert
programme.Think carefully and honestly about this situation
before labelling us victims as mental cases.
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Yes, more or less. Victims tend to be reasonably healthy
individuals of average or above average intelligence. They seem
to "get enrolled" in this testing in situations like
these:
- Members of the military who volunteer for
"testing" which is not very specifically
described to them
- Student volunteers for psychological testing at a
university where government psychological research is
done
- Members of a family where one or more of the family
members are or have been employees of a government
security agency
- Convicts
- Mental patients
- People who do something that irritates someone who has
good connections with members of government security
agencies. (I am apparently of this type.)
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4. What Kinds of Harassment Have Been
Experienced?
There are two broad categories: Conventional, and electronic.
Regardless of the type, each individual harassment method is
carefully engineered so that it is obvious to the victim that
he/she is being deliberately harassed, but that taken one at a
time, the harassment incidents can be dismissed by others as
"coincidence".
This is a critical point of understanding. If any
one of the harassment effects were to happen in isolation
from the others, they could be easily written off as a
"coincidence". Trouble is, victims do not experience
the effects in isolation. We experience only the entire
set.
We are confident that any non-mentally-ill person would
know immediately that these are man-made effects if they honestly
look at the entire set. I've had physicians and others try
to tell me that such-and-such an occurrence could be
co-incidental. When anyone does that, they are missing the point
entirely: There is no explanation other than deliberate
harassment when anyone looks at the entire set of
occurrences. Now: "Conventional" harassment is a set of
seemingly coincidental occurrences which add stress to the
victim's life:
- Unusually loud, unusually frequent slamming of doors in
an apartment setting. In my case, this occurs without
exception when I am either trying to eat, or trying to
sleep. By the time you reach your 50's, you know what is
normal apartment building noise and what isn't. Since my
own harassment programme started, I have had experiences
way out of line with my life prior to then.
- Unusually loud, unusually frequent thumping of or
hammering on floors, ceilings and walls in adjacent
apartments. This can be by human hands and feet, tools,
or heavy furniture. In my case this is always at specific
points on the clock, and mainly when I am trying to sleep
or eat a meal.
- Sharp, loud rapping by hand or noisy objects of floors,
ceilings and walls which follow every movement of
the victim as the victim moves about his or her apartment
- Long periods where every entry into the bathroom is
acknowledged by a noise directly below or above the
victim's bathroom. The noise might be a loud burst of
water from a tap in the adjacent apartment. In my case,
the harassers sometimes choose a day where every time I
start to urinate, the burst of water from the adjacent
apartment's tap is timed precisely with my urine flow.
- Frequent "construction" noises from adjacent
apartments, far in excess of what normal apartment
dwellers would ever need to do. These noises always
coincide with meals and attempts to sleep. In my case,
the favourite noise is loud drilling into masonry, which
is normally unnecessary in an apartment. The drilling is
almost certainly into a block of masonry held against
wall, floor or ceiling, and the drill itself is very loud
and sounds like a compressed air drill.
- Frequent rapping on heating pipes, always coinciding with
either meals or attempts to sleep
- Fake "wrong apartment" knocking by both adults
and children. In the beginning I would answer the door,
and the "sorry wrong apartment" responses
sounded quite sarcastic. I have since stopped answering
the door. I've lived in many apartments in many locations
and nothing like this has happened anywhere else.
- Depositing noxious substances outside the victim's
dwelling place, such as trash, feces, and fake blood. In
my case, bleach, household trash and renovation debris
have been used.
- Obviously intentional destruction of roofing so that rain
floods into the victim's apartment or house. This
happened to me when I lived on the top floor of an
apartment building.
- Forcing bad smells through the openings in any apartment
for utilities. Examples: highly concentrated stale
cigarettes (far beyond normal levels), feces.
- Breaking in to the victim's living quarters and either
leaving objects or stealing things. Several times I have
had an object removed from plain view, then put back
several days or weeks later.
- Inexplicably nasty treatment by neighbours and strangers.
- Apparent discussions among nearby strangers about private
thoughts of the victim. The "private thoughts"
aren't necesarily negative things - they can be as bland
as what the victim had for supper last night.
"Electronic" harassment can act on appliances or
other objects in the apartment, or directly on the victim's body.
Observed effects on objects have included these:
- Fake phone ringing, when trying to sleep, which is in
fact caused by a harasser disconnecting the victim's line
at a phone company panel and stroking the wires across
120 volts AC. I know this by the erratic pinging sounds
and by listening to the intermittent, loud 60 Hz hum in
the earpiece.
- Static which prevents radios, TV sets, and tape recorders
from operating properly. I've experienced barrages of
static when trying to record the conventional noise-type
harassment.
- Sudden loud amplification of noises in the victim's
apartment which are heard coming from the an adjacent
apartment. Example: Victim flushes toilet, huge
"Niagara falls" sound comes up from apartment
below which is precisely the usual noise, but
electronically amplified many times. A number of victims
report very loud amplified passing automobile noises
coming from a neighbour's apartment. In cases where the
neighbour was asked about the noise, the answer is
typically "Didn't hear a thing." In my own
case, I have only heard the amplified automobile sounds a
few times.
- Broadcasting of noises through motor-driven appliances
like fans, air conditioners, and white noise machines. In
my case, the noises at my first Hamilton address were
endlessly repeating metallic hammering sounds. At my
second Hamilton address, the noises have been either
bongo drumming, or loud non-specific noise which a casual
observer might think is a simple appliance malfunction.
When the non- specific noise occurs, I know from both
technical experience and just living a half century with
appliances I know for sure there is nothing wrong with
the appliances in question. Switching off the appliance
always instantly stops the particular noise, but this
also disables attempts to get some relief with white
noise. I have disassembled some noisy appliances and
found no cause for the noises. Running the same appliance
away from my apartment has consistently shown that there
was nothing wrong with the appliance and no noise.
- Momentary extreme brightening and darkening of
flourescent lights. In my case, I have seen large
distortions of a nearby oscilloscope monitoring
background electromagnetic fields which coincided exactly
with the fluctuating lights.
- When using an FM radio or TV on an empty channel to use
the rushing background noise as white noise, the
broadcasting of loud annoying noises like bongo drums, or
steady tones to interrupt the white noise effect.
- Electromagnetically generated sharp rapping on metal
objects, commonly on air ducting in both home and office.
When this happens, there are no loose parts in the area
where the rapping comes from. The rapping can be single loud
raps (most often while trying to sleep) or continuous
rapping. In my case, the continuous rapping happens often
at work, where a large air duct passes over my desk. When
I climb up during a rapping session, there are no loose
parts in the vicinity of the rapping. Sometimes there
will be periods where the rapping starts when I sit down
at my desk, and stops every time I get up. Because it
sounds like a "normal" needs-fixing type of
rattle, co-workers just ignore it.
- Generation of extreme vibration in motor driven
appliances. At work, the harassers have caused my hard
drive to vibrate so hard I had to mount the machine on a
bed of foam rubber so I could keep working. At home,
electric fans have been shaken so hard they almost fell
over.
- Actual movement of metallic objects. The harassers have
whacked a smooth-running fan into a door jamb two inches
away from the box fan. When I have tried various metallic
shielding around my head while sleeping, the harassers
have been able to pull the shielding pieces off my head
and bang them into close by objects, or into me to awaken
me with a start. I use dog leash chain in bundles as a
way to partly shield against bodily effects. The
harassers constantly pick at, remotely, portions of the
chain, attempting to pull it off. They usually do succeed
in pulling the chain off sooner or later.
- Magnetic plucking at metal frames on the thin sliding
closet doors and on the steel drywall studs to generate
loud snapping noises, always and only while trying to
sleep. Removing the doors to storage stopped the worst of
it.
- Speeding up and slowing down of electric clocks while the
victim is present and "sleeping". In my case,
speeding up has been much more common, and from an
electrical standpoint, speeding up is easier to do.
- Destruction of polaroid film left in the apartment.
Similar film left at work was untouched.
- Destruction of electronic equipment in the victim's
living quarters. Instant drainage and leakage of new
batteries where the equipment is properly switched off.
In my case the metal strips inside a new and high quality
flashlight were found inexplicably broken up.
- Powerful jolting and bouncing of the steel frame of the
victim's bed. Suspending the bed from a wooden structure
so that the frame is mid-way between floor and ceiling
did reduce, but not stop, this extreme interference with
sleeping.
Observed electronic effects on the victim's body have
included these:
- Sudden muscle contractions in a specfic body part, often
very powerful. This is apparently more common in Canada
than in the U.S.
- Slow "demonstration" contractions of specific
muscles which appear to be used to demonstrate to the
victim that they are being remotely controlled. In my
case I have had each toe in turn on one foot bent way
back, which I am incapable of doing myself. More commonly
my jaw will be made to clack my teeth together while I'm
trying to sleep. Soft internal tissue like eardrums and
intestines has been maniupulated in a rhythmic way which
has never been experienced prior to the start of
harassment.
- Sharp pains which feel like burns. Sometimes this effect
is directed at sex-related body parts, other times not.
- Actual burns. I have only had one instance, where I woke
up to find a 3" x 3/4" red stripe burned on to
the inside of my left arm. On this stripe were four
circles. Other victims get burned so badly they form
large scars, and even notice burns on drapes and bedding
nearby.
- Powerful itching, which cannot be soothed by scratching
or anti-itch medication. There is no visible sign as with
poison ivy, for example. This electronic itching can
often be instantly stopped by interposition of shielding,
or by moving. It is particularly difficult to live with
when the itching is caused while trying to get to sleep.
- Sudden general (all-body) stimulation signals which have
the effect of injection of a large quantity of caffeine.
These sudden wake-up signals are normally applied at
absolutely precise points on the clock (on the hour,
half-hour, at 15 minute points) during times the victim
is sound asleep.
- Extreme pain generation in a specific body part. My own
experience, repeated many times, is extreme pain in
either one thigh, or one forearm. Moving shielding
material instantly shuts off the pain, but the harassers
constantly change their setup so that they always
eventually find a way to induce the elctronic pain again.
- Extremely strong and rapid heart beat when in bed and
trying to sleep. This is commonly applied well before
falling asleep and sometimes after the electronic
caffeine signal has been applied (normally between 1 a.m.
and 5 a.m. At the same time, both thought processes and
other muscles are thoroughly relaxed, and there is no
reason for the fast heart beat.
- Sudden all-body sensation of being extremely hot and out
of breath. This could be simple microwave heating.
- Involuntary cueing of bodily functions, like sneezing,
coughing, or defecating. What I'm describing are sudden
urges, timed at precise points on the clock, repeated day
after day, and often so intense they are painful.
- Unusual visual phenomena like the sensation of seeing
through closed eyelids, and precisely repeated visual
effects seen at the point of waking up. In my case these
wake-up effects include: A field of bright green
concentric circles on black, or a field of violet cross-
hatches as if made by a marker pen on a white background.
These get repeated on many different mornings. In some
victims, the visual, aural, and tactile phenomena have
been vivid and grotesque. Some victims have reported
things like street lights that rotate when they drive
past, mile after mile. Foliage that can't be burned with
a cigarette lighter. Tree branches that when cut, appear
to contain fiber optic cable. Traffic jams at 3 a.m. I
can't vouch for these, mercifully having been spared them
so far.
Some victims (myself included) speculate that the more
bizarre occurrences may be periods of genuine
hallucination, but the many other circumstances of the
victim's life point toward electronic triggering as part
of an engineered harassment programme, rather than
"natural" mental illness.
- False time readings seen on clocks. This has happened a
number of times to me, and I assure the listener, I took
pains to be sure I was wide awake and double and triple
checked.
- Voices and other sounds heard to come from within the
victim's head, and where the victim has had no symptoms
of mental illness. (This is probably the biggest point of
contention between victims and psychiatrists who try to
fit them into what as a lay person I would call a
"schizoid diagnosis".)
In my own instance, I have not had voices
transmitted. I believe this is because the signals might
be picked up by nearby tenants in my large apartment
building. Instead, the harassers send "normal
domestic" sounds like radio/TV program excerpts,
alarm clocks going off (very frequent), false
knocking on door, telephones ringing, and pagers going
off. Happens virtually every night at least once.
But this isn't really all that mysterious: The technology
for doing this dates back to the early '60s when Cornell
scientist Allan Frey published a paper documenting an
early laboratory instance of sound being transmitted
directly into a human auditory system using microwave
signals.
The "trick" to doing this is to use very thin
(perhaps a few microseconds' duration each) pulses of
microwave carrier where the peak power at the receiver's
skull is more than 0.3 watts per square cm. Because the
pulses are so short, the average power is very low.
The signals are very radar-like, and in fact, radar
technicians have reported occasionally
"hearing" the signals when working on energized
equipment. Extremely short but high peak power pulses can
penetrate the normal electrical potential gradient which
occurs across neuron cell walls as a result of selective
osmosis of ion components. It is the potential gradient
across cell walls which keeps us from going into
convulsions when conventional radio transmitters are in
use near us.
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After pondering the scope and sophistication of the effects,
it is obvious that only a group with the finances and police
powers of federal government could possibly accomplish all this.
Members of a government probably rationalize their crimes in
several ways, and these "ways" are the answer to
"why". Here are some of the possible excuses we victims
have been able to know about, or speculate on, to date:
- Creation of perfectly obedient spy operatives.
(Governments have been working on this goal long before
there were electronic weapons available.)
- War weapons. National security is the excuse that works
every time.
- Crowd control. Large scale civil unrest is likely in the
future as exhausted resources dramatically lower standard
of living.
- Medical research. "Microwave hearing" to make
the deaf hear. The visual effects may enable the blind to
see. The precise control of musculature may help the
crippled walk again. This sounds rosy, but unfortunately
the actual researchers have a sadistic streak, which we
found out in World War II, there is plenty of lurking in
otherwise "fine upstanding citizens".
- Space travel. If the technology used can be used to
precisely program emotions, then the problem of
spaceship crews getting on each other's nerves is solved.
Some of those motives are "lofty", "apple
pie" motives for carrying out this grotesque
"research". If we take a moment to be really honest
with ourselves, though, we all know what is the most likely
and covert motive for "mind control": The total
enslavement of humanity by the technology holders.
We victims urge you to accept the fact that the lust for power
has never and will never go out of style. That unknown guy
sitting at the top of a covert "research organization"
has not overlooked the possibilities. You can count on that.
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4. How Could "They" Possibly
Co-opt Your Neighbours In Such Large Numbers?
When you have a badge that says "FBI" or
"RCMP", and you ask a neighbour to help with
"surveillance" of a known criminal, odds are the
neighbour will co-operate. For that FBI or RCMP officer to say
that the victim is a known pedophile, for example, would work
almost every time. (In my case, one neighbour has hinted to me
quite strongly along the lines of pedophilia using awkward,
forced conversation.)
If the neighbour will not co-operate, an FBI or RCMP officer
can make some pretty heavy threats backed up by their enormous
police powers. It is quite likely that the officers engaged in
this type of coercion are far removed on a day to day basis from
those engaged in legitimate law enforcement.
One victim was able to converse with one of his harassers and
was told that the harasser had been convicted of a crime and had
been offered a choice of jail or harassment duty.
It is also likely that bribes have been used. Bribes are
another human activity that will never go out of style.
Whether the listener finds the co-opting of neighbours
believable or not depends on that listener's view of humanity in
general. Some just won't believe that law enforcement and the
average neighbour are capable of major wrongdoing. I would like
to believe that, and have for most of my life, but this recent
experience has shown that wrongdoing isn't really that uncommon
among seemingly civilized people. It's been quite an eye-opener
for me.
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OK - we
have covered the who, why and how, based on one victim's
experiences. I'm very grateful for your giving me the time to
share experiences and concerns that, under normal circumstances,
you would probably not hear.
We victims feel strongly that this covert programme will
blossom into a full scale and mandatory method governments of the
future will deal with their populace and the problems of
governing people in all countries. One of the purposes of our
publicity efforts, aside from trying to get the harassment
stopped, is to get the word out now, while there may be time to
do something to defend ourselves against eventual electronic
enslavement.
I know that many of you will not believe what I am telling you
is fact - but the importance of the issue compels me to come and
try anyway.
In closing, I'd like to suggest a small number of questions
you might want to ask yourselves. My hope is that honest answers
to these questions may begin to persuade you of the importance of
not sweeping aside us victims as hallucinating. Here are the
questions:
- You may currently think something like this: "Radio
signals have been around a long time. They don't really
harm anyone, and certainly don't cause convulsions."
We victims ask you to ask yourself: "Our nervous
systems run on electricity. Why do you think there cannot
be any type of signal which can disrupt the nervous
system?"
(This isn't really so hard to believe: We all know that a
very wide range of effects can be caused by connecting wires
to our nervous systems and brains. All the covert testers
have done is discover how to shape a microwave signal to
induce the same type of currents remotely.)
- Governments in the past have regularly brutalized
their citizens for selfish goals. Ask yourself: "Why
not at present also? What historical event has removed
any of the temptation on the part of our leaders? Are
leaders fundamentally of higher morals today than in the
past?"
- As a medical professional you might say: "The
victims' perception of the effects described sure sounds
like mental illness to me."
We ask you to ask yourself this: "What fundamental
law of nature decrees that every single hallucinatory
experience is the result of a naturally occurring
illness? Can hallucinatory experiences never be
triggered artificially?"
- Step back, w-a-a-y back, and take a long look at
the natural progress of technology. Are any of us willing
to say "The effects reported by the victims can never
be accomplished?".
If you answer "No", which I'm sure will be the
majority answer, then ask yourself this:
"If sometime, then why not now?"
We victims are asking very little of the practice of medicine:
Just treat us as you yourselves would like to be treated if you
had the unfortunate experience of being caught up in this same
covert activity.
Thank you very much - and are there any questions?