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No, I'm not having any effects that I know of from the testing they are currently doing. I'm not sure what you know about the testing involved in MKULTRA.
I am currently looking for a job and haven't been able to land a job in part I believe because they have stopped every attempt for employment I have had a lead on. These people don't want me to work because it would interfere with the testing they are doing on me.
I am a highly trained person in the computer and electronics arena and I have my resume posted on sites all over the internet. I believe they are somehow canceling every prospective employer who calls and is interested in hiring me.
These people are as far as I can tell federal employees who can see and hear every conversation I have with anyone. They know every detail of my life. There are currently three of them that are active in the testing.
I'm not sure what you know about it but what appears to be happening is they have implanted somehow a device that receives and transmits in me that allows them to tap into the brain stem and access everything my mind is assembling as a thought before I even have a chance to completely think it. They are able to question your mind while you are sleeping and get just about any detail of your past experiences from you while you sleep. This basically opens your entire, what used to be private, life up to them like a book. What ever you see out of your eyes is transmitted to them. Your life has no privacy at all.
Initially they used a lot of terrorizing tactics to pretty much to try to drive me crazy and or break me. They are also hooked up to this equipment in their minds, so I can actually sense things they feel quite often. I know what they are going to say before they can get a complete thought together because my mind sees what they are about to say.
This is not quite often to their advantage. They can somehow for instance think about putting a hand on you and you will actually have the sensation that it actually occurred because your mind is actually tricked into thinking it is occurring because your mind actually is fed close to the same information that it would receive as if you had actually been touched by someone.
You would not believe the things that are possible if you had the ability to reach into someone's mind and send the same information that many parts of a human body can send to a brain and you could transmit that same information to someone else's brain stem directly without them ever receiving it from their own body nerves or body organs. This is the type of testing that is currently being done with me.
They can cause you to feel pain by actually sending the proper information via a receiver transmitter to your brain of previously recorded information. They can send the information to the sensual part of your brain to sexually arouse you or they can send information to cause you to cry as they are making you feel guilty at the same time about something you may have done as a child or any number of other things they can say to make you feel guilty about to get you to cry. I am 42 years old and have cried more in the last six months then since I was a child.
I don't know where to turn to because everyone I try to talk to thinks I'm nuts. I can't blame anyone who isn't willing to believe what I am trying to convey to them about what is going on because if it wasn't happening to me I would probably have a hard time believing it my self.
They are actually the ones who got me to move back here to my home state of Arkansas. I previously lived in Colorado Springs, Colorado. I have family in both locations.
I would like to just have what ever is implanted in me removed so I can get on with my life.
I have tried to have x-rays taken to try to find out where and what it is but the only thing that showed up on x-rays was what looked like two small probes attached to my brain. I had to lie to a doctor about why I wanted the x-rays because other wise I would end up with a doctor looking at me like a nut and writing a crazy note in the medical files.
I'm afraid to talk to anyone about it because everyone immediately thinks you're a nut. Much more of this and I probably will be.
Moving is an option but they actually followed me every where I have gone. I spent the last two years in Holland at Philips semiconductor in Nijmegen on the east side of the Netherlands. They actually started on me, as far as I can tell, five years ago around 94/95. They only opened my mind up six months ago to this equipment, as far as they being able to communicate to me, but I have been aware of their presence for five years now.
I believe what the government is trying to do is download what is in human brains to get a broad range of information from many types people. I have quite an extensive back ground in electronics, electronic warfare, automatic test equipment and semiconductor manufacturing.
If you can shed some light on this as far as what I might be able to do to stop this violation of my life that has plagued me with a direct threat to my existence, as far as all of the tactics they have used against me including mentally terrorizing me and physical torture without my consent, I would appreciate any assistance. They are violating many laws including the Nuremburg laws, federal laws and constitutional laws. Yet they continue to exist possibly hiding behind corporate entities.
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