Basically what I experience are voices and the feeling that I'm being watched constantly. I am aware that the voices and feelings that I have are not my own.
I am not insane because I do have a full time job and I am able to live on my own.
It seems that the people behind the scenes have complete control of my life. I've struggled to maintain relationshps and have been pretty much alone all my life.
I've had to take medication to control the paranoia and be able to hold a full time job. I faithfully hope that I do not develop additional illnesses as I read some victims have happened to them.
Anthony
received 11-18-2001
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