If I were to talk about the voices I heard, I believe that those I tell would find this strange and wonder if I was experiencing a nervous breakdown of some portion. As of 01 May 1998, I faintly hear these voices at work, but they are still there. At night, the voices are still around the house, but they are faint, too.
As far as who these people are, I don't have a clue. I've heard names that they identify themselves with, such as Rick, Dave, and Carl. What amazes me is that they say they know my brother and younger sister.
As of 18 June 1998, these voices are still around at home and at work. They seem to be with me every where I go. Oh yes, I must point out the thin fiber optic threads, which have been pulled from my room. What I experienced when these threads were being removed was electric shocks.
As of 23 Nov. 98, the voice are still there and still there are times that I believe that I'm not all there. I wonder how the hell I keep from falling apart. All enjoyment of life is gone and sometimes I wonder if there is any life left in me.
These voices proclaim that I know them. Time and time again they ask, "Do you want to know who we are", which ends up being different people all the time. Images are constructed from past events from my life. Well, guess what - to come to find out - yes indeed - I've heard of one of these voices. Actually, this person knows my sister, Toni. His name is Carl Plowman.
For some reason, Carl has it out for me and I barley now this person or remember what he looks like. I've asked several people who grew up with him if they can give me a description of him and with that information I've obtained I still don't recall what he looks like.
Here it is April 1999 and I'm still being plagued with these voices and the touchy feelly of something out there. However, I haven't seen anyone, so either I have a highly imaginative mind or I'm crazy. But one thing is for sure, that so guy by the name of Carl Plowman is involved in this event.
NOV 1999 Well, Carl Plowman is involved in this event. I am to believe these voices are coming fromhe block up from ours. The only person I could think of him living with are the people behind us, but I'm not really sure. Mike and his wife Jackie Nolan. Mike's wife Jackie lived a couple of house up from were Carl Plowmans grew up.
I did receive a phone call several months ago, which I believe Mike, the gentleman who lives behine us called. The voice over the phone sure did sound like his. Also, he worked at SAIC at one time and when he asked "what number he reached" and rambled off several different numbers one was the old prefix for SAIC starting with 225. He also rambled off 553, which is only dedicated to the Navy out in Point Loma area, which I work at. It all sounds so strange.
Update. The date is 4 May 2000 and yes the voices are still around. However, they aren't as strong as they use to be. I really don't know who they are, but the name of Carl Plowman is repeated and repeated.
Update 24 Nov. 2000 I still hear the voices. However, I have stumbled across the following, which was found on the Internet. The sites describe electronic harassment technologies using radio and microwave frequencies. Eleanor White has a web site, which Ms. White tells of her experience and her research of this topic.
UPDATE - 27 MARCH 2001 There still with me. However, I have done some reach on the Internet regarding microwave technology and elector magnetic. Some of the information fit in to what I have been experiencing, but there are some aspects that don't, so I'm really not sure. However, it appears to me that the people, who every they are, are obsessed with either serious hurting me or driving or provoking me to some type of accident or other means of getting rid of me.
My life since this has happened has changed. My desires to go out or attempts of having any fun are halted by these people, so to prevent this I choose to stay home. I don't believe that I'm depressed or have any problems mentally or emotionally. However, since the hearing of these people and the vile things that I have felt I don't really know what to think.
Today seems like any other day. Work is slow. However, the voices are still yelling their head off it seems. Not being able to understand what they are yelling, due to some ear problem that I detected, since these voices have been heard. Plus along with the voices it seems that there is still touching and feeling and sometimes it almost appears that I'm being raped by some unknown force.
Also along with the apparent feeling of being raped not by one, but several and different people. The whole thing sounds like a sci-fi story, but what I've been experience is true. The funny thing about all of this is I don't know any one that could be such a heartless cold person with no remorse. I do find this hard to believe that one could not value any other life and one own respect for themselves.
Not only are their a feeling of being rape there is also the physical torture that my body has be subject to. For instance, on my left arm one will note that six stitches were received from an accident, which I lied about stating that a mirror while cleaning. What really happened was that one night, while watching Sat. Night Live "the group of voices" were heard.
Then it happened - a feeling of being raped by several, which led me to cut my arm. A couple of hours went by and I finally got it to stop bleeding. I should have gone to the ER that night, but I didn't think I could drive myself. This is what "the voices" said "We don't give a rats ass!"
So with that you can take it that there is more then one person involved in this situation. The whole situation seems to be about drugs, sex and control by a group of cold heartless individuals that don't seem to value any thing.
It appears to me that these people could be living on the next block. However, I really don't know, since I don't know any one from the block above or below the house I'm staying at.
These feelings of being rape by one and by several are not only felt at home, but are felt a work as well. This is why this is like a Sci-Fi story, because no one is around, but the voices and the physical seemed to be real. Other events that happened from the last date of entry very. The audio and visual of ears and eyes are tampered with, however, if I were to go to a doctor, nothing could be found.
As stated prior, this seems to be electromagnetic, but some of the research reading that I have come around doesn't explain the elements of this situation.
28 MARCH 2001 The update from yesterday. They were there as always. Here's a couple of names that are involved with this situation. The people behind my mom's house (Jackie & Mike Nolans) of course Carl Plowmen. This is were it may get a little tricky - it said by them that Chris and his brother Arnold Corley are involved, however, I find this hard to believe and that he and his wife would waste/spend this length of time trying to fuck me over. Also, there two sisters Patti and Helen.
A couple of other names that were added in are John, who lives at street above us (first house on the corner on the left hand side).
Several others are Pat Lynch, Pat and his brother Rick, who live on the next block. Pat lives down the street. I been to a party or two at a house he lived in, I'm not sure if he lives there now. As for his brother, Rick, I've never met him. He lives three doors down from the corner. His house has been remodel, which he did all the work. It looks very nice from the outside. Here's a man who enjoys beautiful things around him. The selection of the door and the neatness of the surrounding areas.
7 Feb. 2002 It's been several months since I've came and typed anything. Yes, the voices are still here. However, I have a couple of names to jot down just in case.
To begin with Carl Plowman, Jackie and her husband, Mike. Jackie & Mike live behind my folks. What I've been informed is that Carl grew up down the street from Jackie on Derrick Dr. Therefore, Jackie could be housing Carl.
NOTE: Several years ago I rec'd two different calls on different days. One was from the guy behind us (Mike) and the other could have been from Jackie. Mike I could say for sure. He at one time worked from SAIC and the phone numbers that he was asking if he called were related to SAIC. How do I know - I worked on several different contract dealing with SAIC and the phone numbers were SAIC was located.
As of 8 April 2002 - They seem to be still with me and haven't gone.
This is taken place in San Diego, CA
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