E-WEAPONS DIARY
The collected memoirs of the electronic weapon MKULTRA
victims of the late 20th century, presented in diary format.
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E-Weapons Diary #31 (Eleanor White)
January 16, 1998
Another one of those darned unprovable things.
In the summer of 1996 I'd been on the Internet for
about 6 months and had been doing some media
awareness emailings. Toward the end of a 2,000
email campaign, I came across the official U.S. Navy
web site.
For those not familiar with the history of electronic
weapons, the U.S. Navy has apparently been at the
forefront of the development efforts. This probably
explains why the unclassified lead in non-lethal
weapons belongs to the U.S. Marine Corps, a branch
of the U.S. Navy.
One of the early lead scientists for the Navy is
Dr. Eldon Byrd, and he is an interviewee in the
July 7, 1997 issue of U.S. News and World Report,
in an article titled "Wonder Weapons". He went
on record as saying that his work showed signal
levels "too small to be detected" can produce
disruption of the brain and nervous system. (This
may also explain why shielding doesn't ever seem
to work.)
OK - so I'm at the U.S. Navy's web page, and I've
been a full time guinea pig/victim for about 6
years. I see they have an email address. I write
a brief email to them that says:
"Hey guys, stop harassing innocent civilians
with your classified electronic weapons."
20 minutes later, the machine crashes. Later I
find that both the system board and hard disk are
toast. The power supply is OK. Every PC in our
company has a battery backup unit containing
line filtering. Every electrical panel and
telephone line has a set of lightning arresters
in addition to the surge protection provided by
the electric utility and telephone company.
Mid summer, no static.
Quickly I set up another machine to run my
Internet account. About 40 minutes after starting
that one up, same thing: system board and hard
drive are both toast.
This might be coincidence if I were not already
a victim of non-stop electronic and non-electronic
harassment, the level of which could not possibly
be maintained without at least government COVER,
if not actual government operation.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences taken
as an unbroken SET, or you have not explained
ANY.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #32 (Kay)
January 16, 1998
From Kay To Exalted 1, AZ Central Message Boards,
"Sound Off" discussion
[Editor's note: Kay is currently carrying on an
extended chat with the AZ Central Message Board
"Sound Off", on an original posting titled:
"MKULTRA - North America's Holocaust". Exalted1
is one of the skeptical participants.]
We as victims cannot tell you exactly what is
causing our physical pain. We don't understand the
science either. From my experiences, individuals
can be targeted without affecting a person standing
next to you. This makes it even harder to believe.
I know.
[Editor's note: One victim reports she has been
5 feet from another person, and the two of them
were both receiving simultaneous BUT DIFFERENT
voice-to-skull transmissions.]
In an effort to block these signals, I can tell you
what has failed.
I have tried traveling out of state, going to
mountains, taking a boat, visiting underground
caves and I had a Faraday box built. This is
specially constructed to keep out microwaves and
radio waves. This did not stop the pain signals. I
am not a scientist. I am (or should be) a regular
"just a face in the crowd" kind of person.
The only thing I can do is tell you how my body
feels and the reactions I have and hope that I am
able to convey to you that these are not naturally
occurring body sensations.
If you have a stomach ache, one that sends out
alarms that 'this isn't right' , how do you prove
to me that you really have a stomach ache? Can you
describe the difference in quality of say an ache
caused by overeating and one caused by the flu? I
suspect you can. It's hard to relate in words, but
you know the difference. I know and my body knows
the difference between something that is normal and
natural and something that is foreign and
perpetrated.
Some symptoms: stomach ache that feels like a ball
of electricity, headaches that feel like a torch
burning a hole through your brain, choking
sensations like a laser crossing your vocal chords
( a raw throat is the after effect of this), heart
palpitations and irregular heart beats, feelings
like your chest is going to explode, body
vibrations that feel like you are shuddering,
painful tones in the ears to the point of causing
temporary deafness, sensations of a hot iron on
your skin when touched by another person, pain that
seems to extract water from your very cells so that
you swell in targeted areas, excruciating tingling
body pain with just the simple act of closing your
eyes, body convulsions when entering selected EEG
states. There are many, many more. These sensations
change, piggyback, appear and dissapear like
someone is turning a radio dial. And I can't prove
a whit of it.
I understand your frustrated point of view. What we
are saying sounds like something to be checked out
if it were true, but where is the proof? How can
this be what we say it is?
As victims, we have the "benefit" of feeling the
pain so that when we research what could possibly
be happening to us, the documents and government
articles describing plans for remote control of the
brain make a little more sense to us. Not much, but
a little.
Why would I make this up? To be held up to public
ridicule? What can I possibly gain?
Ask my children what they really, really want and
they will say "FREEDOM".
Kay
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E-Weapons Diary #33 (Eleanor White)
January 16, 1998
Definitely not accidental.
I am the lead computer operator and light mainten-
ance person at my company. I've been here six
years now and most equipment installed has been
installed by me or at least while I was present.
Over my tenure here, one of my jobs is to print
sales reports for internal use and our suppliers
who pay their sales reps based on sales by region.
Some suppliers get their reports as files on
diskette. A few still get 5-1/4" floppies.
Late last summer (1997) I noticed that the usual
ejection of the sales data diskettes was not
occurring from the 5-1/4" diskette drive on the
AST Bravo 486/33 machine, about 3 years old and
in excellent shape. That's fairly rare but not
unheard of either. I forgot about it and the
next month it happened again.
When I got a spare moment which coincided with
a little physical energy (rare for an e-weapons
victim - we appear lazy and absent minded due
to never getting enough sleep) I opened the
machine up and lo! and behold!, the entire
mechanism which pushes the diskette out was
ABSENT. Not broken, not stuck, ABSENT! NO
loose parts anywhere.
This is not surprising - at my workplace there
are signs of tampering weekly, at a minimum.
But what is a little unusual was that this
removal operation took time and care to do.
The drive was below the 3-1/2" drive, which
had to be taken out to provide removal access
to the 5-1/4" drive.
The self-tapping screws which normally hold
the ejection mechanism bracket to the cast
aluminum frame are TIGHT - they do not vibrate
out, period.
What is even more unusual: I went to another
machine in our front office (many of our PCs
do not have 5-1/4" drives any more) which had
the 5-1/4" drive, and IT TOO had the ejection
mechanism carefully removed!
In this case, due to the amount of work required,
there is not a "snowball's chance" that this is
anything but sabotage.
Not long before, one of the two machines showed
no video. When I opened it up, an expansion
slot cover, a strip of metal, was loose in the
chassis and removing that fixed the problem.
I know for certain, having done maintenance on
that machine which did NOT require removal of
slot covers, that that occurrence was no acci-
dent either.
In my six year tenure there have been a few
hundred tampering incidents - no coincidence.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL incidents
taken as a SET or you have explained NONE.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #34 (Patricia Mougey)
January 18, 1998
Broadcasting of thoughts.
One summer as I was struggling with acceptance of
the fact that people could 'hear' me read I spent
many afternoons at a local Metro park, with a book.
I've always been an avid reader and always having a
book with me is habit.
I'd had other confirmations but one afternoon I
was uncomfortablly aware of comments from people as
they walked by, and a lot of stares. All I was
doing was sitting in one place and trying to read a
book. Finally, I noticed a young boy and older
woman several yards away. As they came closer he
looked up at her and said, 'Mommy, how can she do
that without moving her lips?" Her answer was, "I
don't know". They had been able to hear the
material I'd been reading from a great distance,
possibly a half block away. I'll never forget the
look on her face, and my first thought was, "And,
from this moment on, you will NEVER be certain that
your son will not be FORCED to hear a book you
don't want him to know about." I said nothing, but
my heart sank, and I finally accepted what I'd
already known for several months. And, at the same
time I felt very sad for that little boy.
After that time I would notice people in the park
saying, "It's coming from her."...."There"
or....."She's the one, over there." etc..etc. I
had no idea at that time that these were some of
the harassers who were there to instigate and point
fingers...while also making sure their equipment
was working.
See my story on Mind Control Forum for more
examples of this....also see the file on John
St.Clair Akwei & his court case against the NSA.
...in the "Mind Control Archives"......
Pat Mougey
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E-Weapons Diary #35 (Eleanor White)
The Emeryville Ontario incident.
In spring of 1997, the Tamia family of Emeryville,
Ontario (not far from Detroit MI) reported strange
telephone/electrical/electronic harassment, which had
been in progress for ten months.
I publicized it to the media, offering this public
event as an electronic weapons harassment case. The
case ended in a bizarre twist, which I believe had
two purposes:
- Avoid publicizing electronic weapons' existence
- Discredit me and any others who might have used this
case to get the public's attention
This is my personal opinion of what happened the week-
end the Emeryville Tamia family's electronic harassment
case was exposed as a so-called "hoax":
1. Friday afternoon I sent a fax, which I had offered
to do for one of our co-victims, to the Ontario
Provincial Police (OPP) containing very specific
particulars on a southern Ontario resident whom
the co-victim was certain is involved in electronic
harassment as a "contract harasser" and who allegedly
has possession of advanced e-weapons.
That fax contained the "contract harasser's"
name and date of birth, and an offer of a photo.
2. I believe that information allowed the OPP to
instantaneously finger someone responsible for
the Emeryville electronic harassment, using
classified weapons which have leaked from
government to criminal and finally to hacker.
3. The OPP found out that the individual was
in some way involved with government black
operations, and the weapons were indeed
classified. They could not possibly release
this.
4. Saturday morning, they concocted the
'confession' story, which sounds like the
very best explanation they could muster
OTHER THAN the truth.
Here are reasons I think this was a cover up:
1. As any 15-year-old boy will tell you, any
time spooky things like lights, TV, clock
radios etc. start malfunctioning suspiciously,
he is automatically the CHIEF suspect!
This went on for 10 months, 4 of which
were watched closely by investigators. No
son could get away with snapping (ususally
fairly loud) breakers and making calls on a
phone extension that long, especially with
all the attention focussed on the site.
True?
2. The "600 volts" did NOT come IN from
the telephone line. It was a burst of 600
volts SENT OUT by the investigators to
fry the harassment equipment, and it
originated at the Tamia residence.
It was reported that 'Sommy' replied
immediately 'Are you trying to zap me?',
which means a coversation was in progress.
If a conversation was in progress, it is
certain the investigators would have visually
checked all extensions in the house to be
sure no family members were on any other
extension, for safety's sake.
If the son was using an extension telephone,
as 'confessed', then how could he make a
call under these conditions?
3. An earlier AP article stated that both
Billy (the son) and his best neighbourhood
buddy were CLEARED of suspicion by
a police voice analyzer.
4. The AP article makes it plain that one
of the harassment methods was to SWITCH
CHANNELS on the TV, and, cause a clock
radio to go off at random times, not set.
The kid said he "did it with circuit
breakers."
How can you change channels with a circuit
breaker? How can you cause a clock radio
to go off with a circuit breaker.
5. The AP article also said this:
" 'It's been very hard on Billy,' Debbie Tamai
said. 'He knew he was being fingered - even
though investigators have sat in the kitchen
with him WHILE SOMMY WAS TALKING
ON THE PHONE.' "
If Billy WAS the culprit, how could he do
that?
Lots of fertile ground there for an ambitious
investigative journalist.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #36 (Eleanor White)
January 18, 1998
Garbled audio.
I've been a victim of intense electronic weapons
activity at home, work, and in community for 8
years now.
A sometimes-favourite harassment tactic of my
Hamilton, Ontario harassers is to garble the
audio of devices like telephones and the outdoor
intercom speakers at drive-thru fast food outlets.
Variations include:
- I can place a food order, but I cannot make
out anything the waitress says from the
outdoor speaker. I consider this as NOT
defective equipment when both the cars ahead
and behind me have no difficulty, and, I can
hear the speaker when the waitress addresses
them.
- On a public pay phone, there is static and
earpiece volume jumps from barely audible
to blasting at a rate reminiscient of some-
one pushing a button or toggle switch.
- On a public pay phone, the volume is normal
but the earpiece is garbled.
Again, I make a point of hanging around after this
happens and I see that others have no trouble.
This does not happen continuously, perhaps so far,
a grouping of incidents like these (and they are
normally grouped over a short period of time)
once every quarter (3 months).
Skeptics: You must explain all incidents taken
as a complete set, or you have explained none.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #37 (Eleanor White)
January 18, 1998
Sick days at home-sweet-home.
A pattern observed over my 8 years as an e-weapons
victim is that whenever I go home or stay home
sick, I can count on at least double the noise-type
of harassment.
"Noise-type" means rapping on adjacent walls,
thumping very hard on the floor of the apartment
above mine, or heavy non-stop drilling into
masonry in the apartment below mine. I suspect
that the drilling into masonry is not the bldg.
structure, but rather, a stone block held against
a wall or their ceiling.
In spring of 1996 I had the worst case of flu I've
ever experienced - the pain was so severe that it
was like having "lockjaw" - I could barely move
without hurting all over.
At 11 p.m. on the worst of that flare-up, the apt.
below mine suddenly needed lots of "drain mainten-
ance" in the form of a roto-rooter pushed up into
my apartment bathroom drain pipe from the apt.
below. A 1-1/2 year old building needs lots of
that, right? More like: "Hit 'em when they're
down."
Skeptics: You must explain ALL incidents taken
together as a complete SET, or you have explained
none of them.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #38 (Eleanor White)
January 19, 1998
Remote manipulation of body.
During early spring a couple of years back,
I was home sick for more than a week. All the
usual fake noise, door knocks etc. were in full
swing, naturally.
During this period, before I moved my bed from
floor level to a steel sleeping cocoon 4 feet
above the floor, I found it most comfortable
to lie on a foam rubber mattress on the floor
day and night. (This allowed the use of a
heat lamp to help with the illness also.)
I found that by moving the mattress around my
one bedroom apartment every hour or so, I
could escape the e-weapon effects like elec-
tronic caffeine (keep-awake) signal, vibrating
or jerking muscle signals, and even fake
phone rings and fake door knocks which were
sent via voice-to-skull technology.
Each mattress move brought about loud sounds
of moving heavy equipment in the apartment
below mine, which was also a base for noise
harassment. Moving heavy equipment sounds
have been reported by other victims who live
in apartment houses too.
But there was one way the harassers kept me
awake that was unique and almost incredible,
except for the fact that it was repeated
several dozen times during that week+ of
being home sick.
This way was to use invisible remote manipulation
to push up against my relaxed stomach as I lay
on one side, hard enough to flip me over like
a hamburger. Sometimes this would occur as I
tried to fall asleep, other times as I was wide
awake.
The sensation was as if an invisible soft
rubber ball, perhaps 6 inches in diameter and
mounted on a broom handle were being thrust
up through the floor and against my generous
middle-aged abdomen.
This was not an occasional hallucination - it
was literally strong enough to quickly turn
me over even though all my muscles were
completely relaxed throughout the movement.
This effect was completely different from
the violent spasmodic jerking of limbs, which
also took place during this period.
Since that time I have repeatedly but not freq-
uently seen other examples of remote manipulation
of objects, not part of my body. This technology
exists, surprising as it might seem.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL incidents taken
as a complete SET, or you have explained NONE.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #39 (Eleanor White)
January 19, 1998
A suspicious mechanical death.
In my 8-year experience as an e-weapons victim,
I have had many appliances destroyed without
any apparent causative condition like extreme
age, mishandling, overloading etc.
My local harassers have usually prepared a
special more intense than usual 'suite' of
harassment and often destruction over the
Christmas - New Years' holidays. The 1997-8
holiday period was one of these. On the de-
struction list were a mini cassette recorder
and a CD/tape/radio player.
I just picked up my CD unit at Radio Shack,
and their technicians were rather amazed.
Apparently, the CD shaft bearings went bad.
I don't know how often that happens in units
not mishandled and just a little more than a
year old, but the mechanical loads imposed
by a lightweight CD disk, and the low rotation
speed would seem to add up to bearing failure
being quite rare. This is a table top model,
not a jogger's portable.
A couple of days prior to the total failure,
I did hear a little scraping from the unit.
Surgically precise remote mechanical and
electrical manipulation are hallmarks of
the harassers I deal with, and this seems
well within their capability.
Can't prove it, unless the finder of fact
is willing to take ALL incidents like this
and weigh them as a complete SET. If that
is done, the cause of this unusual failure
becomes obvious.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #39B (Eleanor White)
January 20, 1998
"Bad Job Syndrome".
Familiar to all e-weapons victims is "Bad Job
Syndrome".
What this means is: Whenever you require the
services of the trades, you can count on the job
being royally screwed up. In my case, this has
happened consistently, even for jobs I've contrac-
ted for my company.
Skeptics: I'm 56 years old, old enough to
distinguish a normal screw-up rate from one where
literally every single job gets screwed up, so
please, don't tell me this "happens to everyone",
because it doesn't.
E-Weapons Diary #39 described how my CD player
amazingly, in spite of low rotation speed, very
light balanced load, and conservative use on a
steady table top, had it's spindle and bearings
fail mechanically after a little over one years'
service.
I got it back yesterday, along with a bill for $90.
Guess what? No surprise to e-weapons victims - it
still scrapes and won't quite turn.
Why would the weapon holders pay what are probably
substantial bribes for this "service"? Trying to
make us look insane. Impossible? Every one of us
victims would have said that too before it started
happening to us.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #40 (Eleanor White)
January 20, 1998
Computer virus.
An earlier diary entry spoke about our field
technician's machine acting strangely, overnight
from when thorough checks said it was AOK.
At noon the following day, it again had trouble,
going blank. OK, another virus check and
CHECKIT run. This time the current version of
Norton Anti-Virus turned up a boot sector (a
special track on the hard drive that allows
the newly switched-on machine to "get its
bearings") virus.
The virus, should anyone else wish to check
for it, was called the "NYB" virus.
I checked around other PCs too - including
those in the computer room. My two Internet
machines also had the same virus.
A third machine parked outside the computer
room had it too.
I NEVER download software from the Internet -
we always buy it from the factory in shrink
wrap. (Text documents don't carry viruses -
just programs that run.)
I also did virus checks on those machines
over the Christmas holidays.
I checked back diskettes also, and found it,
of all places, on the Internet software suite
furnished by my Internet Service Provider
two years ago.
My boss's machine was clean, indicating that
the Internet diskettes picked it up well after
the initial install in 1996.
The diskettes remain locked up at night.
I don't know how this happened, and the only
explanation I have is that somebody broke in
and did this overnight. We have a monitored
alarm system here. I have one at my apartment
as well.
I know from a couple of hundred incidents of
damage, theft, or intentionally misplaced
items that my harassers routinely bypass that
alarm, which is hard-wired into the phone
system, not plugged.
This diary entry is an alert to co-victims
about this NYB virus. The past couple of days,
I noticed all WINDOWS software was running
very slow, and even keystrokes, which usually
appear instantly as you strike the keys, were
delaying up to a full second before they
appeared on screen.
My suspicion is that the harassers knew about
the other machine with a problem from my
emails, and decided to "help" by planting
additional problems.
Their motto seems to be: "Hit 'em while they're
down".
Skeptics: You must explain ALL incidents taken
as a complete SET, or you have explained NONE.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #41 (Eleanor White)
January 20, 1998
The old "found nothing" trick.
From time to time, but not often, e-weapons victims
will have their premises checked by "experts" for
radio signals which might cause biological effects.
The result is as predictable as sunrise: "We found
no signals out of the ordinary" or some similar
phrase.
Why? Because the same technology which can generate
painful, annoying or mind-controlling signals can
EASILY scan the premises and know precisely when
monitoring equipment is in use.
Even low tech monitoring equipment operated by the
victims causes instant cessation until the equip-
ment is shut off or removed. If the victim leaves
the equipment switched on, the e-weapons harassers
have a huge smorgasbord of transmission modes and
effects which can readily substitute, and do so
without detection.
I've had a camcorder aimed at myself while lying
quietly during time periods when the harassers
are most likely to cause their violent muscle
jerks. Almost immediately, when the hour long
tape expires, the jerking starts.
If I keep rewinding and re-starting it, they
go to less visible methods. It is impossible
to win the detection game against people who
have, essentially, Superman's xray vision.
This diary entry is to inform outside observers
that when you see, as with both Cheryl Welsh's
and the Emeryville Tamia family's detection
attempts, that "nothing was found", that does not
in any way show that signals were not and will not
be present when the detection equipment is off or
not in use.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #42 (Eleanor White)
January 20, 1998
Boom-boom from below.
A couple of years back, during a period when I
found it more comfortable while home sick to lie
on a foam rubber mattress on the floor of my
apartment, my e-weapons harassers were headquartered
in the apartment below mine. (They are now in that
one, the one above, and one beside me on the same
floor.)
During this period, one of their tricks was to
detect my heartbeat, presumably by it's electrical
signals, and play it back through their stereo
system, at high volume. A very eerie sensation.
A recent (January 19) article in the Washington Post
shows that this is clearly within present technology:
"The field is faint, but it can pass through
almost any physical barrier. The LifeGuard can
pick up on the strongest part of the field, the
heart, through barriers including concrete
walls, heavy foliage and rocks. Company
officials say the LifeGuard can detect a person
in less than five seconds and can pinpoint his
or her location with a high degree of
accuracy."
This article goes a long way towards validating our
claims.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #43 (Deleted on author's request)
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E-Weapons Diary #44 (Ronald)
January 22, 1998
I have a 1977 Ford Van and they have been stalling
that for years but not so much lately. They
usually do it at specific locations which is how I
know they are responsible. I have a late model car
also, they can't stall that but can make it start
running badly, at the same spots as the van. I can
usually start the van up after a few minutes.
Ronald
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E-Weapons Diary #45 (Eleanor White)
January 22, 1998
Too many mistakes.
One of my jobs at work is to set up new UNIX
user IDs for our customers who use direct dial-
in ordering. When a new user is set up, you
have to assign them a password.
The UNIX add-user program requires you to
enter the password twice and then compares
the two entries before accepting it. Since
it is a courtesy to the customer, we place
emphasis on being accurate.
There is often half a day or a full day's
delay between when I enter the new password
and our roving technician visits the customer
to set up the software at their end.
This work has been in progress for almost 3
years at this point, and has progressed
smoothly until roughly December 1997. At
that time, at least half of the setups I've
done have resulted in a phone call from the
field technician asking me to check the
password.
I'm by no means perfect, but with the double
entry required, errors in setting up passwords
have been quite rare. This direct dial-in
sales project is a very high profile project,
watched closely by management.
There is no doubt that the passwords are being
hacked. The do-not-require-change feature is
the UNIX default, so the passwords do not
change themselves.
A similar situation has occurred with the
reports I send to customers and suppliers
on diskettes. At least once each month,
important customers or suppliers get a
diskette which they can't read. We use
nothing but brand new 3M diskettes, a
premium brand, to distribute data on.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences
taken together as a complete SET, or you
have explained none of them.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #46 (Patricia Mougey)
January 22, 1998
In the early l980's in my mother's home.. she and
I sat there being bombarded with verbal statements
of other people. At one point she told me what she
was hearing, it was that of a man's voice,while at
the same time I was hearing only a woman's voice.
This happened more than once, but also proved they
could make two people in the same room hear
whatever they wanted them to hear and it would NOT
be heard by the other person. I continued keeping
notes, while I kept my own counsel. I had nothing
to base my experiences on and could hardly go to
the authorities claiming we were hearing 'voices'
without being branded in need of psychiatric help.
Because this was the time period when talk shows
were filled with psychiatrists and others on the
air saying if you hear voices, you need help. Bag
ladies on the street were being portrayed as
hearing voices, even a few TV movies were produced
with this theme in mind. I knew we weren't crazy,
and intended to prove it.
At another time, several years later a conversation
between two people in the group: The female asks:
"Why can't Harry hear our voices and Pat and her
mother can? Is it because he's hard of hearing?"
(Harry is/was my stepfather) Reply: "No...and
he's NOT hard of hearing. It's because we use
different frequencies." See my story on Mind
Control Forum.
Without keeping notes over the years I would have
none of the information to refer to, nor would I
have other information where a room full of
'electricity' was in use which caused a person
visiting it to 'lose his memory'.He was unable to
recall anything with all that electricity around
him. I didn't know what these things meant, but I
recorded them in my journal.(See my story on Mind
Control Forum)
Above are three examples of electronic equipment
affecting the hearing and memory of human beings,
without their permission....The first two before
l984, the third approximately late l985, early
l986. This is January, l998.
So, how long has this covert testing been in
existence? It's clear they didn't start
yesterday.(Where did one or more of the harassers
get the idea that Harry was hard of hearing?) If
you'll open your mind, do your homework and put
everything together, the answer will pop up....
quicker than a 'pop tart. It's silent, successful
and backed by people with deep pockets and endless
funds. The pain continues as they add more and more
human beings to their silent 'victim' list ....
Pat Mougey
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E-Weapons Diary #47 (Eleanor White)
January 23, 1998
Computer equipment failure epidemics.
I've worked at my present job for six of the 8 years
I've been an e-weapons victim. I look after day-to-
day operation and light maintenance of the computer
system.
Starting in late autumn, 1997 and continuing up to
the present, there has been an epidemic of computer
equipment failures on relatively new (say, 2 years)
PCs and components whenever I touch a machine.
The list over the past two months includes:
- Corruption of software on a standby UNIX
host that never gets touched except for
simple nightly updates of its databases
i.e. UNIX refuses to boot, and it is not
on the same partition as the updating.
For a couple of months we had no standby
UNIX host.
- Corruption of software on a UNIX host that
went from main to standby, same thing -
UNIX refuses to boot. Both this machine
and the one above have been examined by
large service organizations and no cause
is apparent.
So we still don't have a standby host -
waiting on service for this one.
- Failure of tape drive which mysteriously
"fixed itself" when a spare was added to
the SCSI chain (i.e. we were no longer
solely dependent on that drive)
- Failure of AST Bravo 486/33 which had
been running perfectly when I attempted
to take it off the shelf to put it into
use - wouldn't boot. Motherboard replaced.
- Video failure on AST Manhattan Pentium
server - had to install new video card
in order to get WINDOWS to run
- Video failure on AST Bravo 486/33 when
I installed a network card using static
precautions. No interrupt or I/O conflicts,
motherboard video just plain stopped working.
- Second video failure on different AST Bravo
486/33 when I took it off the shelf to put
it into active service
That's a lot of failures for a two month period
and including machines which worked fine when
put "on the shelf" as spares and were not very
old when that was done.
The spares are outside the locked computer
room (no storage available inside) and are in
the same office area in which frequent harass-
ment occurs - any labels I post are torn off
overnight, power and data cables are loosened,
a few critical files on PC boot disks are
deleted, CMOS setups are changed, all this
more or less a steady diet.
In summary, if I try to establish backup and
spare machines, it is almost guaranteed they
will be hacked and useless when needed.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences
taken as a complete SET or you have explained
NONE of them.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #48 (Eleanor White)
January 23, 1998
Theft of consumable supplies.
I have experienced two types of consumable supplies
theft:
- Outright theft, during one of the harassers'
frequent daytime break-ins
- Artificially high consumption by way of hypnosis
using e-weapons
The high consumption type of theft can be foiled, but
at the price of eternal vigilance, which over time
can sap the victim of energy.
I've frequently caught myself taking a large mouth-
ful of Plax, when not more than a couple of teaspoons
is actually needed. Ditto for laundry soap, toothpaste,
skin cream and prescription medication needed to over-
come the daily dosage of "microwave itch".
Excessive consumption of food, and things like marg-
arine are also targets. Artificial hunger is one
of their very effective tactics.
The coercive power of the hypnotic e-weapons is very
powerful, and hard to defend against even when you
know full well it is being applied.
To people of medium to high income, this type of
attack is not especially bothersome, but when you
are among the working poor, it causes quite a bit
of stress.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences taken
together as a SET or you have explained NONE.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #49 (Eleanor White)
January 23, 1998
Remote nose pinch.
Shortly after coming home from work yesterday
evening, and as I was getting supper ready,
the harassers used their remote muscle manip-
ulation capability to suddenly pinch my nostrils
shut and keep them that way for several minutes.
The same rubber expansion rings I use to elim-
inate this pinching when I'm trying to sleep
did not help - this time the force was too
strong.
Fortunately, after several minutes the harass-
ers relaxed their signal and supper was normal.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences
taken as a complete SET or you have explained
NONE of them.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #50 (Eleanor White)
January 23, 1998
Fake tinnitus.
Increasingly, e-weapons victims are reporting
intrusive and artificially induced ringing in the
ears. I know it is artificial because it varies
whenever I switch various equipment on or off.
This "signal" is at the highest end of the audio
spectrum and varies in volume.
I have no idea what it's purpose is, but believe
it may represent some sort of "marker" to make
my brain electrical activity easier to read, track,
and possibly disrupt or change.
To any readers who are not sure if they are
e-weapons victims, this fake tinnitus is a strong
clue that you are.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences taken
as a complete SET or you have explained NONE of
them.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #51 (Patricia Mougey)
January 25, 1998
A series of events where my breathing was
affected...this lasted for a two year period.
First time, just BEFORE my throat began to close up
and I found it difficult to take a breath I heard a
female say "Ohh....look, she can't breathe.
Ohhh..what a shame." I had barely enough breath to
call a resuce squad. I was in the ER room twice
that year for the same reason. However, at various
other times, in very humid weather, my throat would
close up on me and I could barely breathe. This
happened both in summer and winter time. Poking my
head outdoors in the winter time gave some relief.
Comments are always heard just one second before
the breathing difficulty.
This is a group with egos that need extreme
power-trips. Letting the subject know they're not
only watching , but causing the discomfort has
always been a must. (This happened several years
ago. My lungs were not that bad at that time.
However, that is no longer the 'research'/testing
they're involved in. I still have emphysema. Do
they use real doctors/interns? From what my
observations and notes tell me, yes.
Pat Mougey
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E-Weapons Diary #52 (Eleanor White)
January 25, 1998
"Microwave itch" update.
In my 8 years as an e-weapons victim, the harassers'
nighttime favourite harassment method has been to
induce "microwave" itch on whatever body parts were
in contact with the mattress.
Recently, scouring pads glued to the floor-side of
carpet fragments have proven a good antidote. If
scouring pads are used individually they are rolled
into tight pencil-sized cylinders by the harassers'
remote manipulation equipment - you can even feel
this happening as you lie still. But the carpet
fragments hold an array of scouring pads flat
enough that it's hard for the remote manipulation
device to roll the entire carpet up.
As predictable "revenge", the harassers have now
been zapping me daytime, especially in the upper
back region, where it's difficult to scratch, both
at work and driving the company truck.
Here's a thought that seems to be working OK today -
for women, wear an extra large scouring pad, say,
8" x 10", which can be had in some hardware stores,
tucked under your bra. This is reasonably comfort-
able if you use a rolling pin or some substute to
crush and flatten the pad before using it this way.
("Raw" pads can be too scratchy.) You might also
place the pad under a cushion on a hard chair you
frequently sit on, to "break it in" over a few
days.
Men could use an ace bandage to achieve the same
result.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences taken
as a complete SET, or you have explained NONE.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #53 (Eleanor White)
January 26, 1998
Same equipment, different performance.
At my work we have been using direct dial-in UNIX
computer to take orders from our customers who
have modems. We have a modem bank, and what is
called a "hunt group" of data-grade telephone lines.
If one line is busy, the next free line answers the
call.
Right from day 1, we have had endless trouble.
If a low-numbered line doesn't answer (which is a
modem malfunction) the Bell System will not try
any of the higher numbered lines. Higher numbered
lines only get calls if the low numbered lines are
BUSY.
The only remedy for that is to switch the modem
off then on, which gets to be a very busy task
when traffic is heavy.
Another phenomenon we experience is mysterious
modem users who dial in but do NOT log in - and
just keep the line open for hours.
We have tried both U.S. Robotics and Hayes
modems, the roughly $500 class, not the 'cheapies',
and make of modem makes no difference.
As a desperate remedy, I designed and built external
circuit boards which sit on a small wooden platform
atop each modem, and watch for several conditions,
among them:
- A line that rings but the modem does not answer
- A line that answers but the remote end sends
no data (i.e. does not log in)
After a few minutes, the device, called a "modem
minder", will switch the modem off for 5 seconds
then back on.
This has not just 'improved' performance, but has
actually made normal usage possible. Without the
modem minders, we'd have to have somebody on duty
watching for hung modems 24 hours, 7 days.
Other local businesses with very similar setups
report none of these troubles.
We have had several top-rated consultants from
computer service firms, and the Bell Canada staff,
and none of them have found any problems with the
setup.
But the TELLING event was late last autumn (1997)
when we opened up an identical UNIX machine at a
branch office. We have been cutting customers
over to that machine since then, and: You guessed
it - NO PROBLEMS EVEN THOUGH THE MODEM MINDERS
HAVE BEEN SWITCHED OFF.
Since the telephone system is a prime 'playground'
for electronic weapons harassers, and in light of
the extremely high failure rate of all equipment
I personally touch, I see this different performance
of two identical systems as showing the clear
effects of targetted harassment here, but not at
the branch.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences taken
together as a complete SET, or you have explained
NONE.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #54 (Eleanor White)
January 27, 1998
Remotely triggered splashes.
This morning as I was making breakfast, my harassers
decided to give me a couple of wakee-upees.
I had modified a plastic cap on a Realemon squeeze
bottle so that a small nozzle from a Radio Shack
precision oiler could be attached, making the bottle
much handier to use at the table.
The bottle it came from was full, but capped with
another unmodified (no nozzle) cap. As I removed
the unmodified cap, it whizzed out of my grip and
I was startled to the point where I spilled some
lemon juice. Hey, no problem, it cleans up fairly
well.
Then, I tried putting the un-nozzled cap on the
bottle which was still sealed by it's plastic
membrane. I had unusual difficulty, which I've
learned over my 8 years as an e-weapons victim
can indicate the spooks were interfering with
normal muscular coordination.
I made a second try, and just as the cap began
to engage the bottle neck's threads normally,
the bottle literally exploded in my face, this
time giving me a real bath in lemon juice.
I have never had a seal membrane act that way,
and I was not squeezing the bottle nor turning
anything with any degree of force. Purely
spontaneous. Very typical of spook influence
in the kitchen where all sorts of spills and
winging cookware around unexpectedly takes
place.
This may not seem like the end of the world,
but when you have a steady diet of it for 8
years, it gets frustrating. Imagine people
getting what are probably above average salaries
for causing some poor slob to spill lemon juice
at 6:45 a.m. in his/her kitchen.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences taken
together as a complete SET, or you have explained
NONE.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #55 (Eleanor White)
January 28, 1998
E-weapons harassers' celebration of Wednesday.
Kind of a miscellaneous anecdote - the e-weapons
harassers usually have one or more surprises
planned on me when I arrive at work.
Today they celebrated by setting up these items:
1. Yesterday, for no apparent reason, and carefully
double checked by our programmer-consultant, a
file on our UNIX host refused to transfer to DOS
for emailing. (We email from WINDOWS.)
This morning it did, and no expert has any idea
why. UNIX permissions were set, and the user
was root.
2. Two of the most damning files for my MKULTRA
site (http://www.nas.net/~cirrus) were deleted
from my hard drive and one other backup place.
I know they were originally there because the
files were still on the web site itself.
3. Our APC Back-UPS 450 VA workstation battery
backup units are a favourite of the harassers,
because they have internal beepers. The
harassers routinely "follow" me around the
building, beeping some of the units at the
exact moment I pass by. This has been wit-
nessed by co-workers.
The beeper can be defeated with a couple of
"DIP" (tiny toggle) switch settings at the
back of the unit. Those switches are recessed
inside the unit case, and a mechanical pencil
or pen is needed to move them.
For the past couple of days, a new unit not in
use has been beeping at me when I pass. I set
all new unit DIP switches for silence right as
they are removed from the box. I did that on
this unit.
This morning I checked the unit, and someone
had moved the switches back to the 'beep'
position. That is not possible by accident
due to the recessed location for the switches.
I don't know if it was done overnight by
harassers let in by the cleaners, or remotely,
either one is possible.
So that's a typical morning for an e-weapons victim.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences taken
together as a complete SET, otherwise you have
explained NONE of them.
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #56 (Deleted on author's request)
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E-Weapons diary #57 (Eleanor White)
Februray 1, 1998
An optimistic entry.
Last night, as with most Saturday nights, the
harassers applied extra harassment in the form
of sleep prevention (electronic harassment)
signal, keeping my skin electronically "on fire"
in that unique type of itching only other victims
know, plus the usual assortment of induced bumps
on the ceiling (probably direct to skull, not
actual bumps), stabs with electronic "hot needles"
and artificially induced spasms. I'm exhausted
this Sunday morning as I start the Sunday shift.
Nevertheless, something is different.
Now when I walk out the apartment door into a
flock of screaming ravens, or get hit with a
particularly powerful surge of tinnitus, or
get hit with a blast of memory erasure, instead
of hopeless harassment forever, I now hear the
agonizing cries of Satan, who is now losing
this one and is no longer on top of the mind
control phenomenon.
The watershed was actually last spring when
three harassment technologies were re-invented
as commercial applications:
- voice to skull (USAF bird calls carried on
radar signal project)
- thru the wall radar (articles plus the ad-
mitted use at the Shirley Allen/Roby IL
standoff)
- long distance electronic ventriloquism,
i.e. the "acoustic heterodyne" speaker
systems due on the market in 1998
Since then, we have had the Japanese MCTOS
mind control equipment, and the people tracking
via heart signal equipment.
We now have enough naughty e-toys that we can
back our stories up with actual, available-now
devices.
One of our co-victims was told by operator 1019
at America's Most Wanted TV staff that they are
now studying electromagnetic harassment.
Of course, the Japanese "Pokemon" TV experience
in which simple flashing light put 600+ kids
into hospital, some for more than 5 days, also
bolsters our claims.
Dan Rather's (CBS evening news) December 97
announcement that police helicopters are slated
to be fitted with electromagnetic pulse guns is
a dramatic assist to our cause.
The Christian freedom group "Proclaim Liberty
Ministry" has been sending newsletters for some
time to me, devoid of any MC information. Now,
their periodical newsletter "Liberty Letter"
received Friday past includes an ad for a 4-hour
video "EXOTIC WEAPONS OF MASS CONTROL", an ad for a
Mel Gibson movie titled "Conspiracy TheorIES" (not
the Gene Hackman film) in which he "exposes
MKULTRA, CIA mind control, etc." and a video titled
"Satanism & the CIA International Trafficking in
Children", by Ted Gunderson, formerly of the FBI.
This is a major leap forward.
(Anyone wanting to order these:
EXOTIC (4 hours)...$ 39.95 1-800-729-4131
Mel Gibson video ..$ 15.00 1-888-820-2126
CIA-children ......$ 20.00 1-888-820-2126)
And at my local level, the harassers have been
so persistent that several of my co-workers have
witnessed their handiwork, and now believe it is
not fiction. To the best of my comprehension,
my doctor and the local police detective who is
handling my case now believe what I'm saying is
at the least probably true.
The tide of exposure is coming in slowly, but not
all the covert organizations in the world, not even
Satan himself, can stop the re-invention of the
harassment technology and it's exposure now.
1998 is looking very hopeful - hopeful enough that
victims can now approach government and the media
with confidence that the technology to do what we
claim is clearly available, given that classified
technology is often 20+ years ahead of commercial
technology.
I hope my co-victims can now hear Satan's last
gasps in our daily torment. We're finally headed
home, gang!
Eleanor White
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E-Weapons Diary #58 (Roy Bercaw)
February 2, 1998
A media letter from e-weapons victim Roy Bercaw.
[NOTE: "TAB" is the publisher of a group of
Boston, MA community newspapers.]
Letters January 6, 1998
TAB
254 Second Avenue
Needham MA 02194
Editor,
MIT's President says disingenuously "MIT believes
that its researchers acted properly under
then-existing standards and denies any wrongdoing."
(Linda Rosencrance, "MIT, Quaker Oats settle with
Fernald School," Cambridge TAB, Jan. 6-12, 1998,
page 9) The Nazi doctors who performed human
experiments without consent also believed that they
did no wrong.
The Nuremberg Code, designed to protect human
rights in experimentation, was the response of the
American Military Tribunal for the Doctors' Trial
(Dec 9, 1946 to Aug. 19, 1947). It cannot be true
that the MIT researchers did not know about the
Nazi experiments. The Declaration on German
Atrocities (Moscow Declaration), was released on
Nov. 1, 1943, signed by Roosevelt, Churchill and
Stalin. The cereal experiments, which violate all
ten statements of the Nuremberg Code were conducted
between 1945 and 1956.
50 years later the US government is still
conducting human experiments on their own
civilians, using them as "guinea pigs," without
consent. The present experimenters also think they
"act properly and deny any wrongdoing."
Contrary to assurances given by the CIA to the
Church Senate committee, MKULTRA experiments did
not end in 1978. The product tested was changed
from drugs to nonlethal electronic weapons, which
are studied at MIT today. The objective of
controlling human minds was extended to controlling
human behavior, using results gleaned from earlier
CIA drugging experiments at McGill University.
Will it take forty more years to expose the
nonlethal weapons testing going on today? Why
aren't any of the sadistic MIT researchers being
exposed for their crimes against humanity? Seven of
the Nazi doctors were hanged.
Roy Bercaw
Porter Square PO Box 297
Cambridge MA 02140 USA
e-mail: roybercaw@hotmail.com
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E-Weapons Diary #59 (Mikey235@aol.com)
February 3, 1998
The following is a summary for the month of
January, 1998. Please share with serious
researchers and victims only.
I have been subjected to increased sleep
deprivation the last month after a reprieve over
the holiday season. The microwave induced voices
have also increased using what appears to be the
cloned voice of an employee of the agency I worked
for when this all began. I am experiencing
increased dreaming and mental activity with
occasional night sweats. Eye pain is sometimes
associated with the dreaming and mental activity.
Black circles have reappeared around my eyes. I
experience intermittent lower back pain along with
bouts of fatigue and short bursts of energy.
Periods of rage have been tempered by increased
suggestions of affection for a former lover. For
the past three weeks I have had a hard time getting
to work on time. Through it all, I have continued
to write select senators to support Senate Bill
193. I have also uplifted this cause locally. I
recently shared my story with a psychiatrist, but
found myself having to defend my beliefs.
Mikey235@aol.com
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E-Weapons Diary #60 (Eleanor White)
February 3, 1998
Sneaky little trick.
My local harassers are aware I've been sending an
article titled "Naughty e-toys require new toys" to
both media and government addresses. I plan to
send this to all state and provincial government
members as well as federal and media, and this is a
huge job which will probably take all spring.
I prefer to jump from one destination type to
another to keep coverage moving in all arenas, i.e.
the Ohio state legislature today, Nova Scotia
tomorrow, campus papers the next day and so on.
To do this I must use the browser's already-sent
feature, which on my browsers turns a clickable
email address from blue to purple.
This feature involves the keeping of a file of
already-sent email addresses, named NETSCAPE.HST
(HST=history).
Last night, a clever harasser somehow got this file
erased, making it necessary now to guess, and in
the future make written records of where on each
list I was. Makes the job more difficult, but
still not impossible. A duplicated message isn't
the end of the world.
Skeptics: You must explain ALL occurrences taken
together as a complete SET, or you have explained
NONE.
Eleanor White
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