Pocket Troll
2008-08-27, 21:46
First a little backstory, just scroll down for short version.
After spending a year as a NEET, doing nothing interesting, useful or social, I have now gone back to finish high school. And I can't stand it. It's not that I'm stupid or anything (well, maybe a little), but I've never been able to stand it. That's not so dangerous, as I have no ambitions, but I figure being educated will be a little less boring. So I have a tiny desire to get through graduation at very least, but not enough to get me motivated. What's my solution to all this? Well, first I'll drop out, and then I'll study myself and take all the exams independently (I'll also be doing two years worth of study in one year, but that's not the important part). With this solution, I can do everything on my own terms as long as I fulfill my goals. Right now it seems like a good solution, actually, the only acceptable solution, in fact, I can't wait to officially announce my decision. But there's an uncertainty, a part of me telling me that my sense of reason should conflict with it. There are two problems about the solution: I'll need self-discipline, and I'll no longer belong to any social group. Only I can know if I have the self-discipline, so it's the social part I'll be asking about.
I decided to mention my thoughts to my teacher, who obviously opposed the idea. He says that the social interaction you get through school is absolutely necessary. I might mention at this point that I have no friends. Didn't have any the year I wasn't going to school, and didn't have any the year I was going to school before that. So in a way, he's right, I have nowhere to go for social interaction once I drop out. But on the other hand, I have survived without friends for quite some time. Sure, I've been a little depressed once in a while, but I'm a man, I can live with that. To be honest, he kinda annoyed me. I don't mind if my sanity is question, but he stated it like it was an undisputed fact that it's not normal for any kind of person to live the life I've usually lived and probably will live again. Sure, most people will be more social than me, but I felt like he was questioning the legitimacy of my very identity. From that experience and other previous experiences I've gotten the impression that this is accepted without any question by everyone in the education field. Therefore I turn to you, who are good to turn to when I'm looking for more free minds who are able to question such things. Am I just denying reality when I think that I can do perfectly fine studying without going to school, or is it possible that the teachers and advisers lack proper respect for my needs?
Short version: I'm thinking of dropping out of school to study and take exams independently, but my teacher tells me that I absolutely need school to socialize and be among people. Is he 100% correct?
After spending a year as a NEET, doing nothing interesting, useful or social, I have now gone back to finish high school. And I can't stand it. It's not that I'm stupid or anything (well, maybe a little), but I've never been able to stand it. That's not so dangerous, as I have no ambitions, but I figure being educated will be a little less boring. So I have a tiny desire to get through graduation at very least, but not enough to get me motivated. What's my solution to all this? Well, first I'll drop out, and then I'll study myself and take all the exams independently (I'll also be doing two years worth of study in one year, but that's not the important part). With this solution, I can do everything on my own terms as long as I fulfill my goals. Right now it seems like a good solution, actually, the only acceptable solution, in fact, I can't wait to officially announce my decision. But there's an uncertainty, a part of me telling me that my sense of reason should conflict with it. There are two problems about the solution: I'll need self-discipline, and I'll no longer belong to any social group. Only I can know if I have the self-discipline, so it's the social part I'll be asking about.
I decided to mention my thoughts to my teacher, who obviously opposed the idea. He says that the social interaction you get through school is absolutely necessary. I might mention at this point that I have no friends. Didn't have any the year I wasn't going to school, and didn't have any the year I was going to school before that. So in a way, he's right, I have nowhere to go for social interaction once I drop out. But on the other hand, I have survived without friends for quite some time. Sure, I've been a little depressed once in a while, but I'm a man, I can live with that. To be honest, he kinda annoyed me. I don't mind if my sanity is question, but he stated it like it was an undisputed fact that it's not normal for any kind of person to live the life I've usually lived and probably will live again. Sure, most people will be more social than me, but I felt like he was questioning the legitimacy of my very identity. From that experience and other previous experiences I've gotten the impression that this is accepted without any question by everyone in the education field. Therefore I turn to you, who are good to turn to when I'm looking for more free minds who are able to question such things. Am I just denying reality when I think that I can do perfectly fine studying without going to school, or is it possible that the teachers and advisers lack proper respect for my needs?
Short version: I'm thinking of dropping out of school to study and take exams independently, but my teacher tells me that I absolutely need school to socialize and be among people. Is he 100% correct?