countdown2chaos
2008-11-08, 00:22
It's happened two times in the last 3 months; I suppose it is sort of* like how you would describe astral projecting... I wake up and see my body, however, I am asleep and slowly feel myself waking up, and I'm only waking up because I feel some presence covering around my body, to what you can describe or label as "evil" or "dark" or "negative," that's what it feels like.
BUT, when I slowly feel myself waking up to this, my body is still asleep, I am becoming disconnected with it. I see myself and feel this presence which is why I think I "wake myself up." I feel this presence just squeezing my *real* body that I'm looking down at and hurting it almost just applying extreme pressure. I panic because this force is doing this and I force my body ("real") awake to get rid of that presence. Then when I force myself awake and wake up for real, I in my sleep force my body to sit up and I'm breathing incredibly heavy, sweating too, and when I wake up, I feel safe.
What the heck is this about?
And sorry my explanation sucks hardcore, I have no way to describe it or exact words to fit into place of what I mean. I apologize for the crappy writing.
BUT, when I slowly feel myself waking up to this, my body is still asleep, I am becoming disconnected with it. I see myself and feel this presence which is why I think I "wake myself up." I feel this presence just squeezing my *real* body that I'm looking down at and hurting it almost just applying extreme pressure. I panic because this force is doing this and I force my body ("real") awake to get rid of that presence. Then when I force myself awake and wake up for real, I in my sleep force my body to sit up and I'm breathing incredibly heavy, sweating too, and when I wake up, I feel safe.
What the heck is this about?
And sorry my explanation sucks hardcore, I have no way to describe it or exact words to fit into place of what I mean. I apologize for the crappy writing.