High on Datura
2008-11-10, 23:51
http://www.nctimes.com/articles/2007/06/06/news/inland/vista/21_39_166_5_07.txt
A while back i was tripping balls with no one watching me. After 5 grams of Mushrooms, some hallucinogenic visions, and the path shown before me......I was ready for my Near death experience. As the article says i was in a scrap with a police officer, and i didnt jump out of a bush, that was a lie the police told the papers. What it doesn't tell you is what really happened. I was fucked with by these cops and got the shit kicked out of me. I was cracked in the skull multiple times with a baton. I was tasered multiple times, and physically beaten within an inch of my life. I awoke in the hospital after the most intense spiritual experience i have ever had in my life. Allow me to give a brief overview what hell was like.
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What can you do in hell?
First off when you arrive in hell you are granted everything you want! Seriously, you will have whatever items you have wished for in your life. Whether it was sex, video games, drugs etc. etc. Dont worry you will have plenty and LOTS of time to spend doing it. The only downside is you will have realized that its not important. It never was important. And whatever it was you used to escape the "Right actions" in life, you will spend eternity doing them. This of coarse will cause great suffering as you think about the things you have neglected and strayed away from.
Will I be alone in hell?
This answer isnt easy. That is because you will have other people around you! But they aren't the ones you want. Imagine how you would feel spending 3 years in iraq, then once you came home, instead of seeing your wife.....you got to kiss an 80 year old crack whore who's skin is sagging. Thats the feeling you will have towards the people around you. What makes it even worse is that you choose these people to be around you for eternity! You will recognize these people from your time spent alive, and Your subconscious knew it while alive but didn't become enlightened to it until your death. Even though these people are around you, it wont cover the "Alone" Feeling you will have. Its the worst feeling ever, and you will wish these people weren't there. You will crave your loved ones, including your god/gods whoever they were.
Will i suffer physically in Hell?
Again another tricky question. The level of hell you are sent to is based off your previous actions. You get to create your hell while alive.......HOW FUN! You could be in a emotional hell. But you could be in a physical hell as well! It all depends. From the level of hell i was in, i did suffer from physical pain. The demon i had to face had "Lightning Spells" and it hurt very badly.
Will i be in Hell for Eternity?
The Definition of eternity is "time without end". However there is no such thing as time in hell! This is the scariest thing about it. Hell will end. But since there is no time you could indeed say you are there for "Eternity". You will be in hell until you suffer the actions you have harvested on earth. You will also be there until you recognize what it is you did wrong, and have a VERY strong desire to change it peacefully. You are in hell, and whatever fight you are in Physical or Emotional, its an uphill battle every step of the way.
What does the "Devil" Or "Demons" look like?
Exactly how they did on earth! Remember that Guy who sold you meth? That was a demon. Remember that dude who beat on your mother? That was a demon. Remember that guy who cared about Money more then others? That was a demon.
Will Jesus/Gods/Angels save me?
Im not a big man on the bible, but one thing i can say for sure.......it had one thing right! We do send ourselves to hell. Whatever higher power there is does love us, and wants us to succeed. But we send ourselves to hell, and through the teachings of these powerful/enlightened beings we heard about while alive, do we cultivate the skills and understanding needed to save ourselves from there.
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There ya have it! I should write a book. But thats my experience through the depths of hell and back. If i have one thing to say to you its this. We all know what to do on earth. Deep down we all know what we should be doing. Help others, love your neighbor, put others before you, spend time with your loved ones, dont be greedy, dont kill, dont drink 24/7, FORGIVE THOSE WHO HAVE HARMED YOU, share the wealth, etc. etc.
Our ignorance and and actions blind us from the higher power we are all connected to. And whatever religion you choose the general teaching is the same. Do the right thing. Heres a quote Buddhists have that is one of my favorites.
"We in Bhuddism believe God has done his part........all that's left if for us to do ours"
A while back i was tripping balls with no one watching me. After 5 grams of Mushrooms, some hallucinogenic visions, and the path shown before me......I was ready for my Near death experience. As the article says i was in a scrap with a police officer, and i didnt jump out of a bush, that was a lie the police told the papers. What it doesn't tell you is what really happened. I was fucked with by these cops and got the shit kicked out of me. I was cracked in the skull multiple times with a baton. I was tasered multiple times, and physically beaten within an inch of my life. I awoke in the hospital after the most intense spiritual experience i have ever had in my life. Allow me to give a brief overview what hell was like.
.................................
What can you do in hell?
First off when you arrive in hell you are granted everything you want! Seriously, you will have whatever items you have wished for in your life. Whether it was sex, video games, drugs etc. etc. Dont worry you will have plenty and LOTS of time to spend doing it. The only downside is you will have realized that its not important. It never was important. And whatever it was you used to escape the "Right actions" in life, you will spend eternity doing them. This of coarse will cause great suffering as you think about the things you have neglected and strayed away from.
Will I be alone in hell?
This answer isnt easy. That is because you will have other people around you! But they aren't the ones you want. Imagine how you would feel spending 3 years in iraq, then once you came home, instead of seeing your wife.....you got to kiss an 80 year old crack whore who's skin is sagging. Thats the feeling you will have towards the people around you. What makes it even worse is that you choose these people to be around you for eternity! You will recognize these people from your time spent alive, and Your subconscious knew it while alive but didn't become enlightened to it until your death. Even though these people are around you, it wont cover the "Alone" Feeling you will have. Its the worst feeling ever, and you will wish these people weren't there. You will crave your loved ones, including your god/gods whoever they were.
Will i suffer physically in Hell?
Again another tricky question. The level of hell you are sent to is based off your previous actions. You get to create your hell while alive.......HOW FUN! You could be in a emotional hell. But you could be in a physical hell as well! It all depends. From the level of hell i was in, i did suffer from physical pain. The demon i had to face had "Lightning Spells" and it hurt very badly.
Will i be in Hell for Eternity?
The Definition of eternity is "time without end". However there is no such thing as time in hell! This is the scariest thing about it. Hell will end. But since there is no time you could indeed say you are there for "Eternity". You will be in hell until you suffer the actions you have harvested on earth. You will also be there until you recognize what it is you did wrong, and have a VERY strong desire to change it peacefully. You are in hell, and whatever fight you are in Physical or Emotional, its an uphill battle every step of the way.
What does the "Devil" Or "Demons" look like?
Exactly how they did on earth! Remember that Guy who sold you meth? That was a demon. Remember that dude who beat on your mother? That was a demon. Remember that guy who cared about Money more then others? That was a demon.
Will Jesus/Gods/Angels save me?
Im not a big man on the bible, but one thing i can say for sure.......it had one thing right! We do send ourselves to hell. Whatever higher power there is does love us, and wants us to succeed. But we send ourselves to hell, and through the teachings of these powerful/enlightened beings we heard about while alive, do we cultivate the skills and understanding needed to save ourselves from there.
........................................
There ya have it! I should write a book. But thats my experience through the depths of hell and back. If i have one thing to say to you its this. We all know what to do on earth. Deep down we all know what we should be doing. Help others, love your neighbor, put others before you, spend time with your loved ones, dont be greedy, dont kill, dont drink 24/7, FORGIVE THOSE WHO HAVE HARMED YOU, share the wealth, etc. etc.
Our ignorance and and actions blind us from the higher power we are all connected to. And whatever religion you choose the general teaching is the same. Do the right thing. Heres a quote Buddhists have that is one of my favorites.
"We in Bhuddism believe God has done his part........all that's left if for us to do ours"