I think I'd prefer a heroin addiction,
So I could just fly the fuck away:
Take flight with lifeless wings,
And lay in a lilac haze.
Running away is all i ever seem to do,
Whether its from the truth,
Or in my dreams with you.

I'm too scared to open my eyes
And say what's on my mind.
All I ever do is watch from afar:
Worshipping; mesermiezed.
And now I'm laying here next to you,
Still awake, as the sun starts to rise.

Minutes have turned to hours,
And my senses have just lost control.
I cannot see clearly,
Through this desire to touch your soul.
And when you wake up I wander:
'What the fuck was on your mind?'
Was I the object of your dreams,
Or just somebody you ended up beside?

I'll probably never know, as long as I can't decide:
Whether to risk expressing all my thoughts,
And to let loose all what lays inside.
So here I'm laying in your room,
Thinking only of you.
Thinking of today,
And whether tomorrow,
My dreams will come true...

-Ricky, x

p.s.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oLY0eUtVlXo

Best fucking song ever made. Crazy how some things just inspire you to get writing and thinking and all that what comes with it.

I want a fucking heroin addiction
So i can just fly the fuck away
take flight with lifeless wings
and lay in a lilac haze.
Run away is all i ever seem to do
Whether its from the truth,
Or in my dreams with you.

I'm too scared to open my eyes
And say what's on my mind
All I ever do is watch from afar
Worshipping; mesermiezed.
And now I'm laying here next to you,
Still awake as the sun starts to rise.

Minutes have turned to hours,
And my senses have just lost control.
I cannot see clearly
Through this desire to touch your soul.
And when you wake up I wander
What the fuck was on your mind?
Was I the object of your dreams
Or just somebody you was laying beside?

I'll probably never know, as long as I can't decide.
Whether to risk expressing my thoughts
And to let loose all what lays inside...
So here I'm laying in your room,
Thinking only of you.
Thinking of today,
And whether tomorrow my dreams will come true...

-Ricky, x

That's fucking dope. You have my seal of approval. Keep it up.

That's fucking dope. You have my seal of approval. Keep it up.

Thanks man, much appreciated :D

It all turned out well, hehe.